You See How That Narrative Doesn't Work for You as an Adult?

As a young person realizing what iam being told about reality is not what happened i was there, and that started the beginning of the arising of my awareness of subjective perce e si. We all have this camera on our minds, and this lens that we're looking through at this landscape of stuff that's happening outside of all of us. And the way tha, everyone's talking about it, is only related to their experience, and it doesn't mean it's actually real. So now i need to kind of pay attention to not only what people are saying, but from what con and responses their saying it from. As the protection mechanism, which, as i think, i write a description