I'm Not Afraid of Death

I'm very happy to have a huge self observation as you have, because it's very easy to fool oneself. But in this case, I don't think you're fooling yourself. To become free of the fear of death is a clear sign of spiritual deepening and awakening. And ultimately, that becomes the end of all kinds of fear,. Because the primordial fear for most humans is a fear of death. It can easily lead and has in many cases lead to diminishment of the ability to think rationally.