How to Deal With Hookers in Japan

I went to a soap land, which is this legendary experience where you go in a hot tub and the hooker like sensuously. Geisha-like experience, like she washes your balls with soap and I don't know what the fuck. And then when she was fucking me, like I could tell that she hated me. Well, it seems like- It seems like hate breaking through her like oriental and screwed ability... Yeah. Do you feel guilty about patronizing hookers?