Is Everything Always Breaking?

I can be informed, but i can also enter into this strange loop. No, this its very difficult to name, but knows how you can feel it. And which that's what keeps coming back to me in lots of different ways. I can be learning about something, but it can also shift in something within me and become a lens that i see everything through. Everything is so polarized, and then it just becomes, i see the polarization everywhere. Do you see how related this is to hope? This subtle shift there is calling it what it is, and then there is that subtle shift that happens where suddenly you are caught up in something that you are thinking about. You are finding it