I was like eight when my grandfather died. I just didn't he seems like he was cool. And i was like 14, and my my grandmother died in a really sad way. They're just my mum's parents that we'd go see a couple of times. But i hear lot of people have reverence for them. We always had to treat her with a certain amount of respect, like my dad demanded. Like, i don't even think i even became like a real human being until well into my twenties. After tirtis maybeas say, i was like 30. For me, i think like i was so useless as a kid. It wasn't like some one i'd