The Grieving Mind

When David died, I can barely drive a modern car. So driving a vintage car would just be horrendous for all concerned. The thing you have to get used to, and this is what takes us a long time, is that he has gone. And there is an interesting one in the process of getting used to that - it's not linear. As you say, it's an landscape that you explore. You wander through hills and dale and then go round and round and back again. It comes back when you want to go on holiday but don't want to leave your husband behind.