When i'm in queer spaces, almost never dos do people have positive experiences with some one saying, i believe in god. So it's just one of those things where i almost didn't want to retramatize people by entering it into the discourse. The more and more i got right with myself and who i believe i was ated to be, not, you know, as tey would say, like living for the world when i was looking like the best christian is when i was living for their world and for their rules. And so i started having a curiosity for, ok, i was taught jesus language for divinity. I find comfort in prayer and spirituality