Y, I Feel Like So Much of What You're Saying Resinace With Me

i feel guilty about not doing better when i know that i probably could eke it out. austin represents this kind of ambling free spiritedness and a certain comfort with with your current imperfections, but also be like, passionately lazer,. focused on n on being the best you can be. I don't want to just be comfortable with being half fasd and kind of crappy. O i mean, so to me, this is like the million dollar question: How had to be comfortable with, you're kind of relaxed, easy going, free spirited, ono autonomy, maximizing creativity, maximizing self, but not capitulate to low quality?