Introduction

On 21st March 1953, seven days before I stopped working on myself, a moment comes when you see the whole futility of efforts. Seeking is needed, but then comes a point when seeking has to be dropped. A new energy arose out of nowhere - it was not coming from any source. It was in the trees and in the rocks and the sky and the sun and the air. The day if I ceased, I also ceased because you cannot exist without ifers. And you cannot adjust without desire, and you cannot adjusting without striving. You have to create it each moment. In seer helplessness,. who drops all search, and the day the search stops, the day I