i don't want them to feel responsible for, like, u how i feel, or what i do. I know they're going through so much, ike, and feel like my feeling this way is just going to pull them down. They would want me to talk to them, but i just don't see ing productive sometimes. So as someone who's had a transcendent, transcendent experience, you don't see it as being productive? What is the u in that sentence? That's my mind. Andhow much can you trust your mind right now? Not very much, i guess. Wel,so lay, i'll give you on.