A, i view it more as me being guilty. I feel guilty a lot. What are you guilty of? Oh, so many things. A, i'm guilty of not doing a good job at work. I am guilty of not reaching out to friends first. If i feel sad and i reach out to them, like, al men, i'm being sad again. It's harder to perform in front of friends than it is in front of strangers. Um, it's a lot harder to ask. Like, if a stranger sees me drop a book and they pick it up for me, i'm like, all right, thanks. Move on. But if my friend does it