The Unconscious Anxiety of Stand Up

I think I held my own. But after the shows were done I didn't know myself well enough to know one of my favorite parts of stand up is when the shows are all done because there's all this unconscious anxiety that you actually carry for weeks. And they invite the comics to have like a game night. Have a game night with the staff and they order pizza. Now they sound like the only good club in the world. Sure there was a gun but they're over there going like yes I put a gun on the table kind of a theater but don’t you remember the pizza in the game night? Hilarious. Can I say oh we got to find a way