How Present Is Death in Your Mind?

Death is something that comes up obviously is a regular topic on this show and yeah we've touched on it in a really major way this time which kind of recontextualize you know the question from last time. I reckon it was I was obsessed by it through my 20s because I it wasn't just my dad six months after my dad my aunt died and then six months after that a girl that I'd been seeing and we just broke up died in a motorcycle accident. Then in my 30s especially getting together with my partner it just kind of when it it kind of stopped and it was like because I had stopped. But then just when you're feeling good about everything then you have