What Is Holding You Back?

I'm usually intensely enjoying parenting and being with my family, but i wasn't. I was sort of thinking that she would stop running around dismantling things. And then i thought, really, is that true? Do i really wish that? And of course not. She she's delightful. So then i stopped thinking about my own agenda for the day,. began following her around the way i would follow a wild animal in the forest - which is one of my favourite thing to do. And i just became a naturalist of my own kid. It was just, it was so wonderful. Once i'd just let go of this one little attachment to it shouldn't be quite this busy.