The Leak in My Bucket of Anxiety and Depression

I am really bad at sticking with plans following instructions doing as I'm told if there is a curriculum that I have to follow by like the first two parts I'm already distracted and I've already lost interest. It's like part of my ADHD that I speak so much about and I thought I was so ashamed of this way of being for the longest time again it felt like a blemish. If it wasn't for the leakiness of my distractibility and the difficulty that I have following plans then I think I would have never had to come up with my own ways of doing things or creative workarounds. Almost probably almost everything that I teach you in this podcastEverything that I teach