The Struggles of Being an Author

I want to win a Bram Stoker that'll be awesome which is a weird one because I'm not fueled by approval but I think I need a goal in that regard. There are certain limits to ambitions but for the most part there's a path to try and get to where you want to go. The hard part is about figuring what that path is and allowing yourself to stumble along the way absolutely so yeah I definitely I want the award.