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"It was a safe way to let my shadow out, like talking to myself," he says. "I live in such a plague guilt and shame over that", writes Ferguson. He feels jealous of his friends who have got things they wouldn't be right for if it weren't for him. It wasn't ok to be greedy or horny or er angaolous, jealous, anway that was a horrd feeling for me to navigate."