How to Live a Full, Dangerous Life

I'm allowing myself to live a full, dangerous life for like one month of like, I'm newly in love. People are begging me to get back in line. And I'm just... My life is an absolute storm of hell. Do you remember your first cigarette? No. But then in university, I guess people like smoke siggies when they ... It was always social for me and it continues to be so. A lot of people could just do it socially. Just based on how many people are full on addicted. Yeah.