I think the thing that's been surprising to me about pod casting is that you might have that goal of being like, making the thing great, but then translating that into hard work is a totally different thing. And with the violinthe a lot of hours spent not having a ton of fun in my practice room trying to get a passage right. And also time i spend listening to brittney spears on empty vs tor el ai carson daily instead of practising. Do you have any sense of what the next, like, a version of your life is going to be? I don't think about that; do you think about that?