"I figured out, through so much failing at it, that i am not a, i may be a goodish actor, but i'm not, was never going to succeed as an actor," she says. "i've odition for forty billion gillion things, and never got in." The onlyh i've ever gotten were things that i wrote. So this is what to brag about. Lik, if you want to get me excited, i don't care what car you drive. Tell me about your boundaries. Tellme about your self respect.