I've Been in a Place of Communion With the Seleni Crystal for a Long Time Now

i just had a deep fear whers like or god. I'm going to go and listen to podcast episodes from, you know, five years ago that i did and just be likedi just changed all my beliefs. And another thing that has really shifted for me is that i used to be in this place of putting all these different tools in front of me. Now i am in a place of looking at, well, in order to grow more spiritually, what can i take off? What can i strip down? What do i how actually naked can i become? That's where the reunion with oneself is.