American Fiction Is a Special Book

In 1991 the war started in Yugoslavia I was invited by my Dutch publisher to come to Amsterdam and I came somewhere end of September to Amsterdam because of my books which appeared there but then there was now a big dilemma then whether I should go back or whether I should use that situation and prolong to America where the job was waiting for me from January to June 1992. At the beginning of American Fictionery using the quote from Alice from water from Wonderland all my worlds were scattered so in that moment my words scattered but also my world scattered everything crashed absolutelyEverything it is now difficult to explain all of that but you know it was a earthquake a disaster so the only thing I could think of to somehow to pick