What Have You Been Doing?

i've been trying to read. I decided i was going to, like, try o get in the ocean more often. But then, you know, you get out an yu're like, that don't know, is this just what life is? A series of moments strung together, acts that begin and then finish,. And thenou think about what you might what might be. You just do the same thing every day for a while, and then you develop it as ie. What have you been trying? Like, people, people might say, you could do meditation. Messarge, is not quite an option in covedorIs it like i've swonted you