i loved making that show, but when we watch it, i actually kind of sad, like those, like my camp friends. Ya, something else is making the decision. It's not in my hands. I don't think that's really unique to you. You can be stoned all the time and have an elevated heart rate laying in bed. Your yawn distracted me, which is fiery. We like s yousel so broken and so strange. In fact, if i could summarize, doctor garry pen my therapist, it's just somebody that goes, of course, ya. And then there's this other,  there's this other thing. A lot of people are choosing