How to Be a Mother

For so much of the American church it is profane to use anything other than exclusively masculine imagery for God. So my struggle is not to think of God as female or male but as gendered or with personality or consciousness because I like physics. And I think of any God who can exist in a realm of Einsteinian relativity with non-locked tump thematic and temporal reference frames if velocity can sleep the simultaneous ness of two points of the universe by more than the arc of human history just by changing direction or gravitational waves. To be a mother is to suffer to travail in the dark stretched and torn exposed in half-naked humiliation subjected to indignities for the sake of