Ivan's Turning Point Is the Reality of the Pain

Ivan has this real ation. What's the nature of his self realization? He doesn't start a poring over church fathers and trying to get his soul right with the lord, or anything like that. It's as simple as the inner actions he has with the garasim (the butler's helper) And then rouse says, and then she diede's another good one maybe we can talk about. Yes, i think what is how do you care? How would you characterize his turning point from the ivan of the past to this reflective ivan? Or is it even a reflective state he gets to? I think heery pretty almost insight, very loosely put