I watched all the people who were like successful when i was a kid actor have terrible experiences and be like people i met at aditions. And, you know, there were other people adition for dead poets society,. People that went on to have big careers and stuff like dhatnight. I come from a family that doesn't have a lot of respect for society's idea of success. My father is a man of deep faith, and that is his priority. But your relationship to whatever is the eternal is really what matters.