How I Lost All My Happiness When I Was in New York

I grew up a super confident kid. I never had any body image issues. But when I got to New York, I knew that the market over there in the modeling industry was very different. So if you're going to change your healthy weight range, you have to do some pretty drastic things. And for me, that was being super strict on what I was eating, not eating out nearly as much, exercising twice a day. Just I lost all my happiness. When I said that I was the skinniest, I'd ever been and wasn't the happiest. That was when I was in New York.