The Whole Thing Is Just a Trial to Be Survived

I was told at a young age by an authority figure that life is work, and then once in a while you get a little break. Ill that that imprinted on me so powerfully a that the whole thing is just a trial to be endured. I meet lots of people who have a deep suspicion of joy and happiness and pleasure. Ehe. If it appears as though somebody is just doing their thing, just floating down the river, they get quite worked up. A deep suspicion about the good. Yes, yes. They maybe they're a big deal, and yet you're on your way somewhere. And this person was very bitter towards them. It would critique them and criticise them