I'm So Sorry Toever Found the Tampon Vomitno, or Did You Threw Up and Then I Flushed

When i was adicted to t academy, the moment of clarity was when it took me something like three hours to record a commercial for the podcast. A nurse friend of mine describes being in the hospital, strung out on opits with an i v you. She couldn't y remember all the diffrnt things she had done to herself. But one moment she walked by a mirror and was like, oh my god, that's me. Look at me, ats. That's what i've done. And you see it, and it comes rushing in, and it creates a lot of clarity. How can you have a life if you don't know who you are? You