Joel: By the time I get here, here to the US, I still was afraid of speaking loud. But now I have gotten to see and to realize that there's nothing to be afraid of. Joel: If I'm afraid at all, will be at a certain point for some people that are back in Cuba. The ones that I can think of, they don't give a damn. They just rather me to be open and to tell what I know  rather than just to be quiet.