The Desire to Take a Break

I want to be a part of what a paradigm shift just apart but even that want why do I have that desire while maybe my neighbor next door doesn't. for me it has so he started off talking about having issues with tiktok and and taking a break now the reason why I had a desire to take a step back is because I realize if everything I'm going to doWhat one I have a desire to keep producing you know podcasts and you know talking about the sort of concept  the desire is there and the desire is linked to a particular outcome which is producing movies and TV shows, getting a bigger audience for my podcast and exchanging these ideas.