I think therapy alone changed everything. Realizing that there were maybe two things that made me get us an L, which is like being funny and like being able to take a mental beating. I was like a rowdy Saturday night at a club as nothing compared to the home household. Do you think it was like you were bred to kind of withstand insanity? Like Jason Bourne. Is it because, but like he can do it. He can withstand the insanity. So many thoughts.