I'm not here to play judge in terms of who was at fault and who wasn't. I think, you know, I will judgment is for God, if you believe in it yourself and the internet. And it's not something that I am interested in. It sounds like really the only thing you're sorry for is the other people who got caught up in it or kind of suffered because of your choices. But on the other hand, my ego was through the roof. I was loving being this person who had for went from 100 viewers to 20,000 viewers. And then I was also afraid and I like let let these people like do things to my life but I also let them