I Was Voted Actor of the Fucking Year

I did a very small part that got cut, thank God, from Chris Rock's movie. I think I was, I had to say the N-word and I'm like, that's just very uncomfortable for me. The ad-libed N-word, they ain't gonna be good. So you got it. You got it. Even though you lost the roof on your house. Yeah, so you were an award winning actor. Where you gone?