i like my relationship with gods, hard to go back to thisie wat, you used supposed to do. My relationip with god is like really a serious, um, ponderous one,. because i don't know that i believe in anything concretely and it changes. And so the idea of god in judaism is tremendously fluid. I think that you're attracted like people like james martin and richard roer. They try to square modern theology with, you know, or modern values with traditional theology. It's an over-the-top joke about alrael but ivan mentioned he made something religious in the pandemic. Alec ill show myself outalrael,