"I don't think it's a failure in fact one of the things that Val says all the time that I love I forget where she got it forgive me but she says just because something ends doesn't mean it was a failure" "You want you want things to work you want you never want to be a disappointment being a disappointment is like the biggest" 'My vice is freaking drinking again it's hard to shut' ''After everything was you know settled and you know done then it was just like all right let's let's see what happens yeah good good for you back to making misses"'''It takes some pressure off of yourself so having this thing kind of my glasses are already broken