The Importance of Staying Warm

At that point, there still was no motivation. The only motivation at that point was to stay warm and really emotionally after that, I was very numb. You start paddling, just trying to warm up, angry at yourself for being a biter. Pretty soon, you have a new plan. And then it kind of occurred to me that, oh, I'm supposed to be working today. Um, so if it's five now, I're supposed to be in work by nine. And they'll, they should come up here and spend about ten or half 10 minutes. And then they might realise, oh, he's not coming home, so they're going to call the coast