Ando: I want to believe that being the tony stark style hotshot and buying the restaurant like brusuen, mixing metaphors makes you happier than not getting a table at that restaurant. And for me, one of my urges you've probably noticed, is, if there's a bathroom, i love to use it. But when i'll have to pe it, there won't be one. This is what we've been talking about all this time - denying your urges by looking away from your phone or going on an outing with friends. It doesn't mean being in control isn't horrible but true human value actually comes in dark and light. No one wants to hear this.