The problem is that gifted kids use theory as a substitute for experience. Try to take a even when it comes to something like graduating from college at the age of 32. You can enroll for a semesteracknowledge for yourself that this is going to be hard, but this is a step in the direction that i want to go. So what's going to rise? What you'll rebuild from the rubble? I i honestly believe this, what you're going to rebuild from the rubl is actually much more strong and reliable.