Is Life Sucking?

i admire marilla more as this goes along. She's really resilient, and she's just like, ya, that that's sucks. I guess what can you do? You keep living. That's a very amerillas way to view things. But i also want these people to have inner lives and all that stuff. So we'll se whow she but i thought it was fun, because apparently she did have crushes and stuff before. Apparently she could be a sexual, but not a romantic, which is a different thing. It was not explained to mea, i'm sure it could have been if ihad asked somebody to explain for ten whole minutes. And but i