I wonder what it would be like if I hadn't gotten in the chess so, so much. If you're not from a super-gigantically rich family, and you don't have a tiger dad or tiger mom when it comes to chess, it's like, no, you will be the best. And there are countries where you can get funding from the government for your endeavors. But some people, you, if you want to be in this world, you have to really, really, really mean it.