The Ultimate Gas Lighting Experience

When you are in a relationship with someone who is gas lighting you, the ultimate gas lighting would be to make you sick then to blame you for being sick. They have already created this idea or this doubt in the minds of those that you care about that suggests maybe there was something wrong with you. So now when you go to them and you tell them about what the narcissus has put you through, they don't believe you because the narcissus got to them first. It's like gas lighting on steroids. With gas lighting, you start to physical symptoms. And now they're hurting you more on top of it by blasting you and criticising you and making you feel guilty. But why