The Importance of Spiritual Development

When an organ is working properly you don't feel it if you see your eye you've got cataract. When we are aware of the ego eye we're aware of this chronic tension inside ourselves and that's not us It's a futile tension so when we get the illusion the image of ourselves married to a futile tension you got an illusionYou got an illusion married to a futility and then you wonder why i can't do anything. People have no consideration for god at all but in pursuing these spiritual disciplines yoga and zen and so forth and yet also psychotherapy there comes up a big difficulty. I want to find a method whereby i can change my consciousness but the therefore to improve