The Biggest Personal Struggle in High School?

i was having a lot of trouble at homeii, m, i groped with an alcoholic parent and or a parent who was struggling with alcoholism. I think school became a place where i sort of learned to put on a lot of masks and just sort of pretend like everything was ok. When you're that young and you're having to basically put on, you know, masks at school and put onthest fit game face, abow everything as, ohk, i'm smart. How in the world do you have those two worlds coexist without losing your flock in mindy? It's pretty difficult.