How Much Is Too Much?

I want to be a writer of immense integrity. I'm trying really hard to be correct with my word, not only when I speak out loud. And so it's also knowing that like, I don't owe anyone anything about my life. Like, if you meet me in person, I'm probably a lot warmer and kinder than I am online. She says she feels very self-protective these days. Her writing has been relegated to emotional spaces because people don't have respect for her.