A part of me dislikes it when people e am, like, feel bad for me. It goes back to the guilt you mentioned. Is feeling bad for you an appropriate price to pay for friendship with you? For me, i guess, cause i'm used to ly like my family is a loving family. Whatever i want, they always will support me. And so for me, its cant just trae into ok, now we're talking about friends. I have no life i've lived with them. So there needs to be reasoning for why we're friends. And i feel like i don't provide a good enough reasoning for me to be their friends. Fomm, it doesn