Do I Adher to My Convictions and Live Within the Truth?

Readt george orwell, politics in the english language. Or read wala hovel, the chea politician, playwright, abot the samisdat. Eastern european intellectuals during the time of a soviet higeminy were trying to break out of how does wa howrupidit he talks about living within the lie. Some of these people paid with their lives for their willingness. I'm not saying that the current mania about anti racism and the kind of cancil culture polit correctness is anything like totalitarian a rule. But i am saying the personal challenge of do i adhere to my convictions and live within the truth, or do i, by degrees,