"I often have the same one in the middle of the night where I'm like, how am I going to get this all done?" she says. "You're just so vulnerable at night and you're tired and you don't have your full faculties" She adds: "It feels like life is relentless Yeah It feels like a waterfall And you're under a waterfall ... You're like, when the fuck it? By the way, we have one of the most privileged rare lives ever"