The Happiest Days of My Life

I was living, really living on fe thos, 50 dollars and months, which was fine for the way of life i was living. It's not that one can just decide ly, i go off to the hmarias like that but its cand offer. And if i die and aa o, i i won't edit that last bit of you saying, lazy and stuopy, because we don't see you that way at all. We see you as another amazing teacher as well. I forgot to wat, but what we are usually addicted is the cause of suffering. Are we keeping our hand in the fire and one not to be burned so thit doesn't work